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Because I Have Known by samanthakristeen, literature

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Because I Have Known

I have loved once upon a time I have danced that crazy dance I have sang that lover's song I have begged for a second chance Thought you could only have one love Thought that he was my only one Thought you were just a passing moment Thought my feelings for you were done [Yet here I am, and there you are The feelings' back and stronger than they ever were. So should we try, to give it a shot Or should we admit that all is lost? Because I have known love Because I have known And this is real…] M heart it has been broken My head has lost where to go My eyes have spotted you and My body aches for you to know You make me smile You make

Flip the Switch by samanthakristeen, literature

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Flip the Switch

In the light of the day, You were meant for me. But when darkness overcame It was harder to believe. So I pulled my heart aside And the walls they had grown Were too thick for one to enter. All along I should have known. I'm lost inside the darkness, The light shall come no more. I broke it with my screaming, As I pushed you out the door. [And no more, no more, Do I know what to do. And I'm lost, lost... In the darkness without you] I've been looking for the answers To a test that had no key, A door that had no lock, And a love never meant to be. I'm reaching for a hand, That was never mine to hold. And I'm screaming to

Burning Bridges by samanthakristeen, literature

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Burning Bridges

she's going to strike the match that will burn down the bridge to a broken past because it's time to look ahead she's going to grab that book fill it with all her pain then she's going to watch it burn watch it burn away [because it's time to move on it's time to make a change it's time to feel alive open to an empty page time to dance by herself sing a solo song time to understand that the past is gone] when you look at her the fire will dance in her eyes because it finally happened she has finally realized she knows not to reach out because she will be burned it's a greater lesson she has finally learned [because it'

Dear Mom and Dad by samanthakristeen, literature

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Dear Mom and Dad

dear mom and dad, i don't know where to start. but i've got bad news oh i've got a broken heart can you help me out i need to move my stuff guess my love just wasn't enough it's not his fault that it went this way i acted like a fool and i pushed him away don't blame him for his actions he did his best so i guess it's up to me to clean up my mess dear mom and dad i don't know what to say never thought our love would end this way can you help me out i need to move on but my heart's still stuck on a boy that's gone i can't be mad so neither should you i just wish i knew what i should do he says he doesn't love me a

Pray for You by samanthakristeen, literature

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Pray for You

in the silence of the night i can hear you in the brightness of the day i do all that i can do to block it out. each day is a battle against my feelings and even though some times i win there is a war for me to fight my heart is at the front line taking bullets from your ignorance while my heart takes another hit my mind consults the chain of command because God always has a plan. [oh i love you, and i miss you so i'm gonna keep praying for you. i'll pray that you move on, and don't hurt and don't think about me, too. because you deserve to be happy, even though i love you and miss you, so i'm gonna keep praying for you.] t

Party Hard by samanthakristeen, literature

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Party Hard

So turn up the music and dim down the lights I'm gonna show you; one hell of a night. 'Cuz this girl is all legs and can make her body move, Show the whole world that I've got something to prove. I've got my hair down, baby you turned me loose. I'm gonna turn heads- it's my night to seduce. ['Cuz I'll be the one dancing non-stop and you'll see just what I got. You can't stop me now because the ball hasn't even begun to drop] I can't help it, if my body looks good; but baby I'll use it to spice up the mood. I'm out for the fun and you can't bring me down; You're just a face in the testosterone crowd. ['Cuz I'll be the one danci

Let Me Be by samanthakristeen, literature

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Let Me Be

so go on and let the rain pour i'll stand strong and take some more bring me pain or bring me the sun just tell me i can be yours captivated by the colors burning from the touch of lovers please tell me what you want and i'll be there under the covers [becaus i'll be your anything i'll be your strength when you're weak the lace of your fingers even be the answers you seek] softly music plays from the outdoors couples pairing off onto the floor becoming the only one left my heart aches, asking for more people say that we belong together that our love was meant to last forever clearly, you thought differently you moved on and

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United States
Deviant for 16 years
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I believe in miracles, the goodness of mankind, I believe in heartbreak and the healing strength of time.

Current Residence: Kansas
Shell of choice: The shell macaroni noodles. They hold the most cheese.
Wallpaper of choice: That pansy, girly flower kind, because it's fun to color on.
Personal Quote: "Take me for what I am, for who I was meant to be"

Favourite Books

All of them. Except Twilight.

Favourite Writers

Stephen King, Harper Lee, Charlotte Bronte, William Shakespeare, F. Scott Fitzgerald, Arthur Miller, Lois Lowry, Jane Austen, you get the point.

Tools of the Trade

Felt pens and a classic composition notebook.

Other Interests

Writing, reading, walking, swinging

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samanthakristeen

Jan 6, 2014

01.05.14

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It has been almost exactly one year since my last post. Why is that? The answer is simple: I have begun a career. I am no longer a college student. I am now a teacher. I educate young minds and I have gotten so busy and so focused on my career that I haven't had the opportunity to write. However, I also haven't had the inspiration to write. I have barely attempted to write because I have been so numb to my feelings. The truth is, after my fiancé left me three ish years ago I have had little desire to feel anything. I have built this wall around me that limits people from getting in and my feelings from getting out. However, I have l

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Jan 6, 2013

01.06.13

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First post of the new year. It is going to be short and sweet. Tomorrow I start my first day of student teaching. By next Monday, I hope to have contacted and mailed Council Grove High School my resume and teaching stuff in an attempt to get a position they have available. I am absolutely terrified. Mostly, I am afraid they will hire me. Talk about being a grown up. Anyways, that is all I really have to say. Oh, and my birthday is in 10 days. No big deal. One more thing, I am reading 11/22/63 by Stephen King. I have been at it for 4 days and am 686 pages into the novel. Only 840 pages total. So close to being done and I am in love with it!

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Dec 28, 2012

12.28.12

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Alright, so I am sick so I am going to make this journal quick haha. First of all, last Sunday I started feeling icky. So I fought it and fought it and when I got home Monday night and woke up Tuesday morning at Mom and Dad's... I was sick. So I rushed to the clinic to get antibiotics for my tonsillitis and then at 10am we were on the road to Texas and I was miserable. I slept for most of the 10 hour drive and felt like straight raw garbage. But it was cool. Tuesday night we had pizza in the hotel and went to sleep. Woo. Then Wednesday we ran errands (ie. we repurchased the wedding and Christmas presents Matt and I bought the happy couple b